::my dear diary::
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Lirih by Chrisye
Kini tlah kusadari
Dirimu tlah jauh dari sisi
Ku tau tak mungkin kembali kuraih
Semua hanya mimpi
Ingin ku coba lagi
Mengulang yang telah terjadi
Tetapi semua sudah tak berarti
Kau tinggal pergi
Reff
Adakah kau mengerti kasih
Rindu hati ini
Tanpa kau disisi
Mungkin kah kau percaya kasih
Bahwa diri ini
Ingin memiliki lagi
Kusadari kembali
Ternyata semua khayal diri
Kini ku tau tak mungkin ada waktu
Untuk mencintaimu lagi
Back to Reff
Mungkinkah kau percaya kasih
Bahwa diri ini
Ingin memiliki lagi
Mungkinkah kau percaya kasih
Bahwa diri ini
Ingin memiliki lagi
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gambar diambil dari sini
Merinding, haru, terenyuh...
itu yang aku rasain saat denger lagu ini, karena liriknya dalemmmmm bgt n bisa pas bgt dengan keadaan keluarga alm.om Chrisye saat ini...
heran ya, sang legend 1 ini emang paling the best bgt kalo nyanyiin lagu, istilahnya soul-nya megang bgt... konon katanya sich lagu ini sudah duluan dirilis oleh Yana Julio di album 'Jumpa Lagi' tahun 2002, tapi tanpa bmaksud menyudutkan pihak lain, lagu Lirih ini tetep lebih enak didenger yg versi om Chrisye karena suasana 'lirih' nya dapet banget...
apalagi waktu nonton acara tribute to Chrisye di RCTI beberapa hari lalu, itu bener2 touchy bgt, karena lagu ini awalnya dinyanyiin sama Giring-Nidji & Ariel-Peterpan, tapi pas bait terakhir suara Chrisye asli yang diperdengarkan & sontak suasana di studio jadi mengharu biru, yang pasti air mata sang istri kembali meleleh, hixhixhix so do i...
Sang Legenda memang sudah pergi untuk selamanya, tetapi karya emasnya juga akan senantiasa terkenang selamanya...
selamat jalan om, we all know it's the best for you, tugasmu di dunia ini selesai sudah, may you rest in peace...
other articles :
Lirih: Harta Karun Chrisye yang Terpendam
Lagu 'Lirih' Chrisye Dirilis Dalam Bentuk Digital
“Lagu Peninggalan” Chrisye Bergairah Muda
itu yang aku rasain saat denger lagu ini, karena liriknya dalemmmmm bgt n bisa pas bgt dengan keadaan keluarga alm.om Chrisye saat ini...
heran ya, sang legend 1 ini emang paling the best bgt kalo nyanyiin lagu, istilahnya soul-nya megang bgt... konon katanya sich lagu ini sudah duluan dirilis oleh Yana Julio di album 'Jumpa Lagi' tahun 2002, tapi tanpa bmaksud menyudutkan pihak lain, lagu Lirih ini tetep lebih enak didenger yg versi om Chrisye karena suasana 'lirih' nya dapet banget...
apalagi waktu nonton acara tribute to Chrisye di RCTI beberapa hari lalu, itu bener2 touchy bgt, karena lagu ini awalnya dinyanyiin sama Giring-Nidji & Ariel-Peterpan, tapi pas bait terakhir suara Chrisye asli yang diperdengarkan & sontak suasana di studio jadi mengharu biru, yang pasti air mata sang istri kembali meleleh, hixhixhix so do i...
Sang Legenda memang sudah pergi untuk selamanya, tetapi karya emasnya juga akan senantiasa terkenang selamanya...
selamat jalan om, we all know it's the best for you, tugasmu di dunia ini selesai sudah, may you rest in peace...
other articles :
Lirih: Harta Karun Chrisye yang Terpendam
Lagu 'Lirih' Chrisye Dirilis Dalam Bentuk Digital
“Lagu Peninggalan” Chrisye Bergairah Muda
Labels: dedication, mood of the day, my soundtrack
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Kuasa Mu tiada habisnya...
i thank You even more, truly have no other words to say, but thank You...
nothing is impossible for You, it's true!
there's always a way out for every struggle that i faced...so amazing!
setelah kejadian ini beberapa waktu yang lalu,
salah satu contoh lagi kebesaran kuasaNya terjadi siang ini...
beberapa pergumulan sebelumnya dah berlangsung dari minggu lalu...
this n that...
here n there...
uughh perasaan semua kok jadi bermasalah...
but hey! guess what?! it's all done, very well!
1 per 1 semua dapet jawaban...
legaaaaa bgt rasanya, ga nyangka semua bisa terlalui...
just in a blink of my eyes, it's all done...
fiuh! thanx God...
Labels: dedication, mood of the day
Thursday, August 30, 2007
:: our 1st anniversary ::
lewati bersama semua
gelak tawa...
derai tangis...
haru biru...
letupan emosi...
nyatanya cinta kita mampu
mengalahkan segalanya
mengajarkan kita banyak hal baru
cinta kasmaran...
sakit hati...
toleransi...
menerima...
memaafkan...
melupakan...
semua kejadian yang berlalu
semakin meyakinkan diriku melangkah
mampu jalani ini semua bersamamu
dengan bantuanNya yang indah
hingga saatnya nanti kita bersatu dalam janji kudus
untuk saling setia satu sama lain
dalam suka dan duka
waktu sehat maupun sakit
dalam untung dan malang
sampai maut memisahkan kita
percaya penuh
hanya Tuhan yang tahu mana yang terbaik
dan hanya waktu yang bisa menjawab semuanya
HAPPY 1st ANNIVERSARY, my beloved ay...
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tadi malam ay-kuw ngasih memorable present ever on our 1st anniversary, sebuah video yang amat sangat sungguh touchy sekali... [sayang videonya 62MB so i can't share it here]
video itu berisi kata2 termanis dari ay-kuw plus foto-foto mengenang perjalanan 1 tahun kita, dengan back sound lagu dari Boyzone - Everyday I Love You...huhuhuuhu suasana seketika mengharu biru, air mata tak terbendung lagi, meleleh di pipi...
makasih ya,ay, dah bikin bunz nangis tersedu-sedu, ga nyangka ihh u'r truly romantic...T_T
video itu berisi kata2 termanis dari ay-kuw plus foto-foto mengenang perjalanan 1 tahun kita, dengan back sound lagu dari Boyzone - Everyday I Love You...huhuhuuhu suasana seketika mengharu biru, air mata tak terbendung lagi, meleleh di pipi...
makasih ya,ay, dah bikin bunz nangis tersedu-sedu, ga nyangka ihh u'r truly romantic...T_T
I don't know but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn somethng new
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you
Labels: celebration, dedication, mood of the day
Thursday, August 16, 2007
oh yes, betrayal is really hurts... T_T
On the fourth day after His triumphant entrance into Jerusalem, Jesus Christ said to His disciples, "You know that after two days the Passover is coming, and the Son of man will be delivered up to be crucified."
On this day, which in our reckoning was Wednesday, the chief priests, scribes, and elders of the people gathered in the palace of the high priest, who was called Caiaphas, and took counsel together in order to arrest Jesus Christ by stealth and kill Him; but not during the feast, as there were many people gathered. They did not want a tumult among the people.
One of the twelve, who was called Judas Iscariot, was very greedy for money and the teachings of Christ had not corrected his spirit. He went to the chief priests and said, "What will you give me if I deliver Him to you?" They were glad and promised him thirty pieces of silver.
Judas' Betrayal (Luke 21:37 - 22:6)
[37] Each day Jesus was teaching at the temple, and each evening he went out to spend the night on the hill called the Mount of Olives, [38] and all the people came early in the morning to hear him at the temple.
[1] Now the Feast of Unleavened Bread, called the Passover, was approaching, [2] and the chief priests and the teachers of the law were looking for some way to get rid of Jesus, for they were afraid of the people. [3] Then Satan entered Judas, called Iscariot, one of the Twelve. [4] And Judas went to the chief priests and the officers of the temple guard and discussed with them how he might betray Jesus. [5] They were delighted and agreed to give him money. [6] He consented, and watched for an opportunity to hand Jesus over to them when no crowd was present.
What Lessons Does Judas' Betrayal Teach Us as Disciples?
To me, Judas is a very sober example of how a good disciple can go bad.
- His betrayal is hidden from his closest associates. I find it interesting that though the Apostle John is aware of Judas' weakness for money and theft (John 12:6), he doesn't know who the betrayer is until Jesus tells him. All the disciples had weaknesses and patterns of sin -- that's how sinful humans are. So that Judas has a recurrent sin is no indication to anyone that he is a betrayer. It is possible for you and I to betray Jesus in our heart without anyone knowing. Except Jesus. Jesus knows.
- Judas' sin ruins him -- and others. It makes him vulnerable to the seducing voice of Satan. Our sins can ruin us, too. And, very possibly, those around us whom we love.
- Is it I? We'll look at this further, but the disciples at the Last Supper don't know who will betray Jesus, and each wonders if it might be himself? Each of us has in us the seeds of betrayal. We must be vigilant.
- Even Jesus has one of his leaders turn against him. Sometimes as Christian leaders we castigate ourselves when one of our leaders turns against us. What did I do wrong? we ask. But even Jesus had this happen. Yes, good leadership is important, but the root of failure lies within the person, not necessarily the leader.
(taken from this articles)
Prayer
Father, have mercy upon all of us. Forgive us our sins and purge us of them, lest they cause us to betray you. Give us the grace of repentance. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
(dedicated to everyone out there whose been betrayed by the one they loved...
oh yes, betrayal is really hurts... God, please give us strength... T_T)
Labels: dedication, mood of the day
Monday, July 30, 2007
thanx God, you are the best!
hmmm helaan nafas panjang mengiringi weekend kali ini, rasanya beban ini terlalu berat untuk dipikul sendirian, ga ada solusi pas yang bisa diambil, seperti makan buah simalakama... "huhhh haruskah ku menjalani semua ini?? kayanya aku ga kuat..." keluhku saat itu... waktuku dihabiskan untuk rasa penyesalan dan uraian air mata tanpa henti...
ternyata di penghujung weekend itu kucoba berbagi dengan orang lain, setelah bertukar pikiran dengan seorang teman lama, mencurahkan semua keluh kesah ini sampai hati plong, akhirnya ku menyadari satu hal... dia mengingatkan ku akan kekuatan doa... & unpredictably pas ke greja sore itu khotbah pastor pun kembali mengingatkan betapa besar kekuatan doa & juga untuk selalu memanjatkan syukur pada Tuhan... ditambah lagi saat paduan suara mengalunkan lagu-lagu rohani ini...
"Bapa Engkau sungguh baik
KasihMu melimpah dihidupku
Bapa ku berterima kasih
BerkatMu hari ini yang Kau sediakan bagiku
Ku naikkan syukurku buat hari yang Kau b'ri
Tak habis-habisnya kasih dan rahmatMu
Selalu baru dan tak pernah terlambat pertolonganMu
Besar setiaMu disepanjang hidupku"
"Bukan dengan barang fana Kau membayar dosaku
Dengan darah yang maha tiada noda dan celah
Bukan dengan emas perak Kau menebus diriku
Oleh segenap kasih dan pengorbananmu
Ku telah mati dan tinggalkan jalan hidupku yang lama
Semuanya sia-sia dan tak berarti lagi
Hidup ini kuletakkan pada mezbah-Mu ya Tuhan
Jadilah padaku seperti yang Kau ingini"
hmmmm tak kusangka, lantunan lagu itu menimbulkan sensasi yang membuatku bergidik... merasa diri begitu hina karna tak pernah menyadari betapa Tuhan sudah baik sekali memberikan rahmatNya yang melimpah... dimana ku selalu tak pernah puas akan jawaban dari doa yang kupanjatkan, padahal itulah yang terbaik menurut Tuhan yang boleh terjadi pada kita...
"maafkan aku, Tuhan, karna tak bisa cukup bersyukur atas apa yang telah Kau beri saat ini, padahal beban yang kutanggung saat ini tak sebanding dengan pengorbananMu pada kami umat manusia... kuserahkan semuanya pada kuasa tanganMu, ku percaya pasti Kau akan memberikan jalan keluar yang terbaik bagi setiap masalah yang kami hadapi... Bunda Maria, beri ku kemurahan hati untuk bisa memaafkan... thank you God, you are the best!!"
ternyata di penghujung weekend itu kucoba berbagi dengan orang lain, setelah bertukar pikiran dengan seorang teman lama, mencurahkan semua keluh kesah ini sampai hati plong, akhirnya ku menyadari satu hal... dia mengingatkan ku akan kekuatan doa... & unpredictably pas ke greja sore itu khotbah pastor pun kembali mengingatkan betapa besar kekuatan doa & juga untuk selalu memanjatkan syukur pada Tuhan... ditambah lagi saat paduan suara mengalunkan lagu-lagu rohani ini...
"Bapa Engkau sungguh baik
KasihMu melimpah dihidupku
Bapa ku berterima kasih
BerkatMu hari ini yang Kau sediakan bagiku
Ku naikkan syukurku buat hari yang Kau b'ri
Tak habis-habisnya kasih dan rahmatMu
Selalu baru dan tak pernah terlambat pertolonganMu
Besar setiaMu disepanjang hidupku"
"Bukan dengan barang fana Kau membayar dosaku
Dengan darah yang maha tiada noda dan celah
Bukan dengan emas perak Kau menebus diriku
Oleh segenap kasih dan pengorbananmu
Ku telah mati dan tinggalkan jalan hidupku yang lama
Semuanya sia-sia dan tak berarti lagi
Hidup ini kuletakkan pada mezbah-Mu ya Tuhan
Jadilah padaku seperti yang Kau ingini"
hmmmm tak kusangka, lantunan lagu itu menimbulkan sensasi yang membuatku bergidik... merasa diri begitu hina karna tak pernah menyadari betapa Tuhan sudah baik sekali memberikan rahmatNya yang melimpah... dimana ku selalu tak pernah puas akan jawaban dari doa yang kupanjatkan, padahal itulah yang terbaik menurut Tuhan yang boleh terjadi pada kita...
"maafkan aku, Tuhan, karna tak bisa cukup bersyukur atas apa yang telah Kau beri saat ini, padahal beban yang kutanggung saat ini tak sebanding dengan pengorbananMu pada kami umat manusia... kuserahkan semuanya pada kuasa tanganMu, ku percaya pasti Kau akan memberikan jalan keluar yang terbaik bagi setiap masalah yang kami hadapi... Bunda Maria, beri ku kemurahan hati untuk bisa memaafkan... thank you God, you are the best!!"
Labels: dedication, mood of the day, my soundtrack
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
shocking news!!
waw... a really shocking news in d 1st morning after a full 6 days of painful days...
he's the big boss, but he's going to resign soon... oh no! how come? so many questions hang in my head...
hmm wonder how the changes goin to be, in our next future in this aquarium...
changes... sometimes lead to a better situation or even worst... huhuhu hope not...
despite of his character, the way he lead, he talk, he smile, especially when he's standing in front of the 'meeting merangkap lunch' room... but surely i'm goin to miss all of the memories during his presence...
although it's been only 2 years for me to be under his assignment, but so many ups & downs we (the fishes) 've been thru together...
hmm anyway, GOOD LUCK, SIR... thanx 4 everythin, especially for hiring me that day...hehehe
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this story reminds me of another shocking news in last Thursday... slightly related news, about retirement... to be more shockingly, it comes from my relative... his company is having an employee reduction, about 28 employees going to get an early retirement... & one of the factor is his age... a lot of prayers i've said to almighty God, to give whats best for him... luckily i've heard a good news in the next night, he's safe, he'll still struggling in that company, continuing his 26 years dedication... fiuhhh so relieving, thanx God...
he's the big boss, but he's going to resign soon... oh no! how come? so many questions hang in my head...
hmm wonder how the changes goin to be, in our next future in this aquarium...
changes... sometimes lead to a better situation or even worst... huhuhu hope not...
despite of his character, the way he lead, he talk, he smile, especially when he's standing in front of the 'meeting merangkap lunch' room... but surely i'm goin to miss all of the memories during his presence...
although it's been only 2 years for me to be under his assignment, but so many ups & downs we (the fishes) 've been thru together...
hmm anyway, GOOD LUCK, SIR... thanx 4 everythin, especially for hiring me that day...hehehe
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this story reminds me of another shocking news in last Thursday... slightly related news, about retirement... to be more shockingly, it comes from my relative... his company is having an employee reduction, about 28 employees going to get an early retirement... & one of the factor is his age... a lot of prayers i've said to almighty God, to give whats best for him... luckily i've heard a good news in the next night, he's safe, he'll still struggling in that company, continuing his 26 years dedication... fiuhhh so relieving, thanx God...
Labels: dedication, mood of the day
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
our 9th month...
Hearts could only love a while,
feet could only walk for some miles,
clothes wont forever be in style,
but havin u as my beloved one is forever worth it.
kuingin kita slalu bersama & berbagi dalam suka duka,
jangan pernah tinggalkan cinta ini demi apapun,
ku ingin bersamamu dan hanya denganmu sampai kapanpun...
maafkan segala khilaf yang ada, seperti kau bilang
kita akan berjalan bersama menghadapi semua aral melintang...
karna kutelah kaupilih untuk jadi pendamping hidupmu kelak...
HAPPY 9th month ANNIVERSARY, aykuw...
feet could only walk for some miles,
clothes wont forever be in style,
but havin u as my beloved one is forever worth it.
kuingin kita slalu bersama & berbagi dalam suka duka,
jangan pernah tinggalkan cinta ini demi apapun,
ku ingin bersamamu dan hanya denganmu sampai kapanpun...
maafkan segala khilaf yang ada, seperti kau bilang
kita akan berjalan bersama menghadapi semua aral melintang...
karna kutelah kaupilih untuk jadi pendamping hidupmu kelak...
HAPPY 9th month ANNIVERSARY, aykuw...
Labels: celebration, dedication
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
thank you...
my dear friend,you're so me
(in a different cover, of course)
we always sweat the unimportant things...
(hahaha so silly)
we have the same typical character
same hobby
same behaviour type of bf (hehehe)
same dreams
you're my reflection...
Thanx for always being there for me
in my every ups & downs
in every laughs & tears...
Thanx for being my 'counselor'
to hear all my storiez from A to Z
till again back to A
i owe you a lot...
Thank you...
Labels: dedication
